Tagged with eating disorders

The Calm Before the Storm

The Calm Before the Storm

It’s an addiction. I know I have an addictive personality. I know I have to be careful. I know I think in black and white terms. And yet I still think about it. Dieting. Weight loss. The control. The restriction. The beauty of it all. I miss my spreadsheets. I miss the scale going down. … Continue reading

National Eating Disorder Awareness Week

National Eating Disorder Awareness Week

I believe I’ve mentioned ED to y’all before. ED is the controlling dickhead in my life. He judges me when I pick something less than healthy to eat. He mocks me when I start to feel good about myself. He dictates when and how much I should eat. He’s brutally mean to me and speaks … Continue reading

Replacing one eating disorder with another

Replacing one eating disorder with another

Y’all am I the only one in a bad place about the Biggest Loser Finale last night? That poor Rachel Fredrickson. I think Bob and Jillian’s face summed it up perfectly when they saw her for the first time: That’s a stank face and a half there. Shock, horror, disgust. Jillian even mouths, “Oh My … Continue reading